Wednesday, January 31, 2007 - A starry night :

LOL my dad off the modem when i was about to blogged =.= darn..
again a windy day.. lol.. and been to sch.. print stuffs and back.. saved quite a lot today.. hopefully can hit my target asap >< I WANT WOW PREPAID FOR BDAE!!!

today is a starry night, how i wish i got a pair of bino and i was at the top of my house or carpark and there is a massive blackout.. how i wish u can see what i see.. the beauty of the milkway, the stars, the moon (its irrtating), etc..

i am glad i talk to you. even u just replied a few words..

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - It was a cool cool day :

just woke up only from ytd night of WOW in ST lol, and i love ytd, i cant believe singapore weather was so nice, windy, cooling, and i never even break a sweat.. than in my shoes lol.. if i was wearing slippers it be even better lol..

but its a rare case ytd.. for the wind to be blowing from morning all the way to at night and its still blowing.. love the weather much ytd if only it be everyday like that lol..

now have to do my ppt for the asm of my gearbox.. lol.. later it be ink wasteage then going to sch to pass the stuffs to yihong.. tired sia.. wonder how he so early wakey wakey lol..

its been 4 days since i talk to her.. i wondered if i had already irritated her or what.. i feel.. lost.. wondering whats she doing.. how's she coping and if she stills remember the date for valentine.. if she forgots and i remind her it be like.. later she reject again? or maybe she wanna rejected in the first place but dun wanna say.. or? or what? i dunno...

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Thursday, January 25, 2007 - Finally i got sick :

For some reason i just fell sick today.. keep sneezing and think is cause of cough.. phlegm lol.. but well finally.. haha..

well didnt really go talk to her today.. think dun wanna msg her ba.. later she find me irritating haha.. take things at a step at a time.. been stress lately due to my ED and CADM project.. printed over like.. 20 pieces of error paper.. and later print more still got errors.. hopefully tml when i in sch can correct the mistakes i made and strive towards perfection.. haha..

how i wish.. she was mine already.. =.=

MUST WORK HARD FOR WHAT I WANT!!

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, January 25, 2007

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 - Courage - Something i need to gain power in. :

Though its just a simple question, but it took me weeks to get ready to ask just a very simple question... and with help from my friends, have to thank them for supporting me..

Just maybe, i am just afraid.. got to admit.. sometimes i look like i aint scared of what or like i dun care.. but there are things i am still afraid.. and always be.. of.. stresses me up so much today that i was worrying it MORE than my test or even the presentation that i have given

though there was not a definite answer given, she gave something like discuss over msn or what etc.. i cant clearly remember already.. bad memory.. but what i took it was a chance given to me... though it may seems like, but i got to admit its really hard to ask someone out..

even some simple sentence like having a dinner on valentine? actually i wanna say more, something more.. romantic but.. I DARE NOT TO.. truthfully after saying out my feelings, i feel much better, less bottled up inside. at least she knew.

From things so far seen its running ok, i cant really know what she thinks or feels etc.. bout whats happening.. but well.. i cant give up without even giving my best shot at trying.. hopefully it be a successful valentine. there is a lot i wanna do, things that i never tried, things i regretted i shld have done.. and things to secure something new..

though V day may seem far.. 20 odd days.. they are important to me.. i must make it successful.. something that i wanna WORK hard for it.. something that i wanna achieved with both my mind and heart at it..

I believe i can do it.

Well now meteorz change to zi tian zhu meaning purple sky bamboo.. things are goin well.. xcept my that late friend.. poor her... i also dun wanna say much about it already.. just dunno if i can visit her grave this coming sun.. parents decision final..

heard from my aunt both my cousins are doing well in their relationship.. how do they maintain it? had i always make a mistake somewhere down the path i take? do i have to change the way i see things?

I believe i have met the one for me.

To understand someone, is something i need to learn about.. to learn to compromise and not be the one who wanna wins all the time. i wanna be contented with what i have, i wanna to have the courage, to be a lion.

I believe i can be one.

well.. think its ALL THE BEST FOR ME ALREADY SINCE I HAVE ASKED HER... must make it the most successful valentine ever that i did so far.. ( so next year one will be even better ) haha.

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Friday, January 19, 2007 - Saddening stuffs :

Though lately i not been posting due to playing too much WOW, i got my motivation back..

but its a sad case that our dear BBG imperial leader kittydear has left us on 13th jan. i didnt know the news until like it was.. 17? 4 days later when kent told me what had happen.

Well its over, we have to move on. lately just been doing a lot of WOWing and stressing over stuffs that i aint shld be stressing about.. and not stressing over stuffs that i shld be stress.. this coming monday there is a final exam on ED, and 10th feb is ASAS1 exam.. wonder when is SOM and CADM.. hope it doesnt fall on a wed. hopefully her exams wont fall on wed either or thurs so can ask her out for a date for valentine.. ( i am still scared about asking but oh well must try first than not to try and give up)

though its hard to ask someone out for my case ( i am shy lol) but well.. think its possible.. to ask.. the answers i am expecting all kind i need to be prepared.

kinda now in AM lesson.. later is cadm.. but quite boring lol.. just need to listen more to the new stuffs and prepare for examinations. its like wah.. this term is so fast.. THANKS TO THOSE o level students lol =x

my sis coming ngee ann FMV - film music video course.. haha her interest.. good thing i can learn stuffs from here also. maybe she next time TV director or even a movie lol.. but well.. new year new stuffs new things.. lol...

and yihong stop playing with ur psp!!! lol if he read this it be =.=

gtsfrost blogged at Friday, January 19, 2007

Monday, January 15, 2007 - Project Revamp :

LOL the whole project i did for FOM was wrong wrong wrong!!! darn it lol now need redo but heng finish already haha.. hopefully its nice enough for presentation..

well WOW BC out tml.. aint getting it cause saving money for something else.. haha.. needa another 180 bucks more to my goal.. like seems long but given me i am sure i can do it!! its a must!! lol.. really wanna try my best this time for what i do.. i aint slacking i aint going to give up without trying... for 2 years i have like experience a lot of stuffs.. its time i give it a move on.. on my life..

and my poor god sis kaixin.. lo.. she ar.. like so poor thing stuck inbetween stuffs.. =.= if she only let me see her blog haa... well she also lately become mroe.. keep scolding me haha..

and kent if u got read my blog.. EH read my tip lar haha.. and what ur GF age.. she aint telling me and ask me to ask you to tell me lol.. .oh well.. haha.. have fun with her then sending her home haha..

and really CADM is starting to piss me off since i doing the things myself.. no is my headache today.. somehw when i do cadm the headache goes.. but when i stop it comes.. till now.. now feeling tired wanna slp but write a bit more...

so far things for AM and SOM aint going that good but hopefully with enough revision and tutoring from YH i can understand more.. haha.. need to hand in my SOM tutorial 3 and 4 soon.. >< who ask me haven draw graph.. heard that SOM tutorial 4 aint really hard.. and tutorial 5 is just confusing.. to really admit myself.. SOM aint hard but confusing... cause if its really hard.. i dun think even the rest can do.. lol.. for AM i need to pay more attention in class..

oh and coming thurs got ASAS test must remember to bring laptop. haha.. later use psp do =.= nah.. slow lag and slow.. i must secure a power point on that day.. my battery is screw up thanks to the connecter problem.. this i cant meddle lol.. only can meddle with softwares.. wanna learn more dos and troubleshooting configuration. haha...

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, January 15, 2007

Saturday, January 13, 2007 - Project Movie? :

Morning woke up at ard 8 plus.. gave a message to all my project mates.. most of them are still slping =.=

took a bus to orchard dhouby ghaut.. went over to bunk but still closed.. so took the train to kovan. when at there waited for haiyuan then later he go shopping.. lol so rich.. buy stuffs.. go meet my project mates then do project..

lol the teck chuan cousin so cute.. keep kicking haiyuan.. step on my hand.. play ard.. lol.. then do do till tired.. haha..then later all left went to watch movie.. lol.. i duno why i typing so short like skipping a lot of events but.. dun care.. tired..

the movie watch was school of scroundels.. very nice sia.. haha.. really love the movie.. a lot of literature stuffs in it i can think about.. like from a zero to a hero guy.. and the other guy.. was a tragic protangist.. haha... from some teacher.. fell till divorce with his wife... the story shows how someone get to be brave and do the things he think is right for his love. like someone going berserk to protect someone he love. haha...

oh well.. duno what to say much but needa go off soon anyway.. quite late.. haha...

gtsfrost blogged at Saturday, January 13, 2007

- Path of reflection :

Path of Reflection

This document that I am writing is based on what I read off the bus off some NTU student humanities work. It though may not be the exact words that I read but hopefully that I can share these with you people. Some of them are also my personal thoughts and comments that I had in my mind going on.

Think about yourself being in a clique, a group or friends, family or classmates, whatever that you call yourselves when you are in a group. Things that you have done may seem alright or good enough to your friends or people that you know around you. But have you ever wondered what would someone else think when they see the things you do? Sometimes to someone who does not know you, like an outsider for example, may think that what you and your friends are doing is ridiculous. Thus in the progress, he or she, the outsider, gets irritated at you and your friends odd behaviour, which you think that it is alright within your clique. As for you and your friends, you would think that the outsider is ignorant and being a bit too much of a pain when he or she does not understand your actions. But have you ever wonder you could get the outsider to understand? What if that person want to know your group better, but there are no chances given to him to understand at all. Or why not just let that person know, to be a little more mindful in what he thinks, as he may have pass off rude remarks to you all, without him understanding himself?

What is Path?

Path in hiking, often synonymous with a trail, although trail generally implies longer distances, unsurfaced ground, and natural terrain, whereas a path, particularly in an urban setting, can be much shorter, have a paved surface, and meander through landscaped areas.

What is our path in life?

Basically the path in life are the routes you take when you grow up slowly from young, from simple things as what to do each day, to major things like getting a girlfriend, choosing your right school or even where to live in the future. Paths are routes in part and parcel of life which we have to choose to take. Taking the right way, the long way, the short way, it is all up to your own decision to choose the path that you want to take.

What is Reflection?

Human self-reflection is the capacity of humans to exercise introspection and the willingness to learn more about our fundamental nature, purpose and essence. The earliest historical records demonstrate the great interest which humanity has had in itself. Human self-reflection invariably leads to inquiry into the human condition and the essence of humankind as a whole.
What is your reflection?

Each day when the night arrives and it is time for you to sleep, some people just doze off without thinking on what they have done each day. Sometimes, it has become an automatic process for us humans to do the things we do everyday, waking up in bed, preparing for school or work, travel to school or work, doing the things that we are needed to accomplish, and along the way the little things we do in life, for example; teasing friends, helping people around, make fun of people, etc. But do we ever do reflect on what we have done, from the smallest things to the biggest things? Reflection on every tasks or duties we had did would be very much a trouble to all of us, but it is important to reflect on the things that you did which you feel are important or have resulted a change in your life. For example, you saw this old lady drop her stuffs, but you did not go over to help. Reflecting on that will be reflecting on your own actions, if what you felt that you have done right, or wrong. No doubt there is no right or wrong, is humans who determine who is in the right or who is in the wrong in the end. It is your conscious that tells you what are you doing is justified as right.

Reflection is not as easy as it seems. Sometime it may seem that you felt that what you have done was right, or what you have done was alright with some people around you. But after having considering of putting those strangers, outsiders, in their shoes, what would you have thought if you had seen some people doing some ridiculous actions? How would you feel about them? Reflect on the actions you have done that led to other people’s misunderstanding, and hopefully things will turn out to be right in the end.

Path of Reflection

We will have to reflect on each and every other things we do each day, given ourselves as humans we always make errors and mistakes in our lives. We are not perfect, we are not excellent. To make a mistake, and learn from a mistake that you have made and correcting it for the better, that would be a good reflection. But even after a reflection on what you have done, and you keep repeating the mistake in the end, its never considered a reflection, but just you being a plain ignorant person.


Hopefully what I have said may help some people around, and I am not pointing fingers to anyone. It is just something I would like to share, to help people.

gtsfrost blogged at Saturday, January 13, 2007

Friday, January 12, 2007 - Darn this Mission :

I dont understand japanese.. and this mission keeps on sending newer and newer gundams for me to whack.. and like i killed over 20 of them and the mission is still not over.. so hard to kill some of them and like my life doesnt refill.. though i found some special power already haha...

darn piss..

think need to add more stats for the gundam. haha

gtsfrost blogged at Friday, January 12, 2007

Thursday, January 11, 2007 - Gundam Battle Royal :

Hands tired, neck suan.. legs.. i dunno lol... after from 4 plus to now playing gundam battle royal, rested only when i bathe and had dinner... haha..

i think i have beaten haiyuan record by overtaking one of the missions he cant complete. it was like so hard.. but i think i got a lucky shot when the beam passes through 2 of the enemy MS. haha.. like it was WOW.. shiok...

the MS i like was the blue gundam with 3 weapons, the hyperion launcher, hyper beam spray gun and the last one is the guang shu pao.. haha... nice lor.. but only can be used in space sadly cause its too heavy for earth usuage. now stuck at behind mission.. 30 mins to complete i think.. survive that long =.= and the gundams are like so.. erm.. LOL..

well... sch fine.. project buzzing... need to complete my IS project ASAP and tml got gearbox to do.. hopefully yihong remembers to bring his paper or else i be like.. UR.. what shld i do? lol

nth much bout romance.. got target dunno hw or what to do either.. haha.. think thats the way i am... just.. let it be.. and settle my stuffs that i think is more important.

most importantly would be getting better results.. and listening more to lessons!!! lol.. distracted by the PSP.. but it adds music to my life. also need to save money for a new com.. self build.. but wonders for the windows XP edition.. use my own home one or? i think if i wanna buy i get a vista ready com.. or custom made vista ready haha... not really sure anyway about these stuffs.. no money no talk.. no lobang cant save money... then end up go courts and buy a pre made by acer or hp =.=

lastly.. just wanna think that.. hey my birthday is coming.. but hopefully it just pass quietly.. haha... cause wishes do not really come true.. its just a psychological thing that makes people think it will come true, but in reality.. it doesnt...

even if it did for some people.. dun think mine will come true anyway... at any place or any time. something that i seek, but it just doesnt seem right.. lol..

oh well.. what can we do anyway...

maybe more gundaming for me? or more WOW? seriously i am starting to get bored of WOW for no reason... like i feel rpg + training is getting me bored.. real bored... games that are played on come bores me... think it might be my psp doing things lol.. but... i also dun really play that much lately anyway....

time i really boost my last bit.. exams coming.. and i ought to be slping.. haha.. soo.. tata...

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, January 11, 2007

Tuesday, January 9, 2007 - LOL FOM :

lately some news to update..

sasa stead with pcbunk counter girl already.. she - my friend de friend.. erm.. then nth much =x

but today go lesson was shocked at the ignorance i had for FOM test.. haha.. i keep typing ROM sia =.=.. for FOM... nvm about that.. well had to do some work soon.. my SOM tutorial 3 and 4 not done.. revise on AM.. a lot of studies need to do.. haha.. not much time to game anyway.. haha.. wow stuck at 48 but going to level soon.. 8 bars more anyway... haha...

oh well... now need to do more stuffs more work... listen to more songs.. some how i duno why games are boring me out... and i feel i need to settle down somehw.. start doing my stuffs my homework.. things that i need to do. earn more money.. find a work, after my exams.. get stuffs that i need and i want.. life is changing slowly for me.. its time i change along with time too, for a better person, lesser gaming more to reality.. =)

i think is becos after what i see is going around me.. envy those couples.. but at the same time doubt myself to find and like secure one girl,.. lol... after what happen few years ago.. doubts in everything i do.. always think too much but.. haha... history is history..

found a flaw in my friend. HE CANT FIND HIS OWN HOUSE on a MAP until 1 hour later.. while my other friend did it so fast haha...spend my whole FOM day today looking at google earth and find stuffs lol..

now listening much to techno songs for joke.. some of them sound funny.. some nice.. some irritating.. but.. they are still work of people.. maple is like also... lame....

feel like calling my god sis =.=... right... gtg soon anyway.. bye...

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Sunday, January 7, 2007 - Pulau Ubin Trip :

Morning woke at ard 6 plus.. caught a bus to clementi and met yihong.. lol.. then it was all the way mp3 till tanah merah.. haha...

when i reach tanah merah saw 2 of my sailing friends.. bing hui and other girl.. forgot her name haha... oh well bad memory... then it was all the way taking bus 2 to changi village for meeting.. haha...

the uncle on the bus was off schedule.. so he pia the way there.. said he will press more on the accelator.. haha... then all the way when reached there had a subway breakfast.. so full sia haha... cause me 7 bucks.. we met a guy there also who was going for deep sea fishing.. but well.. he said ubin was boring.. and it really was..

when we arrived at the market, no one there, waited for a while before the rest come.. they had a breakfast while we ordered lunch.. and bao xuan doesnt look like bao wei.. haha.. i think fake lar.. dunno lol.. then got 4 girls also joined us for the trip.

Headed over for the jetty, and took a bumboat ride over to ubin. that time didnt take any photos till i reach the jetty. saw a cat there and it carass boh wei and his bro.. lol.. funny sia.. and the cat followed them.. haha... when all of them reached, we rented bikes (really cheap for ok bikes.. like 3 dollars with suspension and shimano gears.. auto) and we cycled over to a bball court ( no hoops though.. like broke already) before going over to a bridge.. (used to be flood gates but not in used) and started fishing.

by that time.. one guy already caught a fish but threw it back.. we only keep some fish.. me and yihong was setting up the rods as they teach us how to.. lol.. then set some of the rods for the girls.. i think i did.. or teach them how to etc.. or did i? lol.. and started fishing.. lol.. my bait was a prawn flesh.. the fish pro.. eat but nver got hooked.. so always i give them free food.. then yihong nearly caught a crab but failed.. all the time waited for nth.. till i went cycling with boh wei and his bro.. haha.. cycle to a slope down... at high speed to up to 40-50km/h.. then got corner.. wanna drift.. drifted... next moment.. out of control!!! darn it.. lol.. and i flew.. scratched my specs and my hands.. but overall ok.. haha...

came back.. took lunch.. bandage myself (junming is a good first aider haha) and fish a lil.. lol.. later went over to somewhere buy some drink.. (owe yihong 2.60) lol.. cause subway breakfast made me broke.. haha... and chat with the girls.. lo.l.. end of trip was like 4...

then later took a boat back.. all tired.. weary.. i lazy to type also..

but these are what we caught.. though i nver add in those we release.. like puffer fish, sting ray and cat fish.. kuku fish also

[IMG]http://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c190/frost-x/DSC00078.jpg[/IMG]

haha.. duno can take a look anot but just see.. haha.. ok gtg WOW cant blogmore.. bye...

gtsfrost blogged at Sunday, January 07, 2007

Thursday, January 4, 2007 - exmas results all back :

got my exam results all back.. aint really that good.. even for like 77 and above.. lucky i passed my ED.. no need to take retest... but i think i need to do even better for my EOY... coming in 5 weeks.. stresssss arrr..

now my AM is done partly.. around 5 pages of copied data =.=. and i need to reorder them, compare.. give examples.. and so on.

PSP needa do some charging. .haha.. stuff it full with full of music haha... hopefully i wanna get a new game soon... like ace combat X? but i have to see if its worth buying or not.. heard that monster hunter didnt have a good feedback from ign.com haha...

lastly.. BLAST THIS CAR TODAY ~~~ turn on signal light tot he wanna turn end up nver nearly bang me CB.. turn on signal light for what then? dunno hw he pass his driving license...

anyway happy birthday to dewell!!! luyi.. my dear co leader in DarkEra who manages things when i not around lol... she like so pro.. i so noob!! hais.. lol... kk gtg buy my dinner.. bb

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, January 04, 2007

Wednesday, January 3, 2007 - Freaking Results :

Today got back my ASAS and SOM results.. aint really good when compared to some of my classmates.. actually i was disappointed that it didnt get high marks also.. but oh well... its my blame for not studying well enough..

Coming friday by 12am i need to hand in a assignment on AM. a lot to do but. need to hand in the stuffs. haha..

and lastly for IS.. lotsa work to do.. haha... need to study for the test.. FOM.. haha...

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Tuesday, January 2, 2007 - So Far :

i have done this. lol.. cant find the scroll even after the div thingy.. hopefully can do it.. but oh well.. haha...

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, January 02, 2007

- New Skin :

trying to modify a skin from a template i got, and edit to the backgrd that i put.. lol..

hopefully successful.. haha.. mod time!!!

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Monday, January 1, 2007 - Its the NEW YEAR :

it was around 10 ytd when i when over to ruko house to meet him up before going to orchard, find a friend and have lunch lol. at his house saw a laptop that he wanna throw away, but i requested it to be open and parts removed, and from 11-12 we were just ripping off parts off the laptop. haha. i got a small fan and the processer chip which i held in my hand the whole day.

later on we went over to takashimaya, and had lunch.. got a udon set.. cost 7 bucks.. after that i went up to kino to find my fren haha. she was at the counter then i ask her like to take me to certain place ( kino is big i got lost ) haha... and shldnt disturb her much, so off to pcbunk.

at pcbunk.. i saw jon.. kent... clest.. and oh well was training lordsasa for kent =.= as he was trying to talk to a certain girl at the counter.. lol.. all the best for that sasa to jio his girl.. lol.. heard they know only for 2 mths so haha...

after that it was ard 4.48 pm i went over to taka. reach at 5 and then was waitin for her to be release from her work. last day summore lol. then i walked ard and ard.. till i got lost.. couldnt find the counter that she was in till i walk round kino for 6 times lol.

after her work was over it was shopping. she read up some magazines and buy them.. then some stationary and then later over to mark and spencer to buy stuffs.. lol.. in the end she went off with her friends for their celebration.. and back to pcbunk for me... which RUKO was playing. bought my dinner from mac.. met ruko... and back to taka again... was bored as my other friend is coming over.. lol..

back at the arcade at zone X, i had a match of f zero AX then off to DM there watching people till they come. after some rounds of their DM we head towards harbour front for the countdown. met a few of my friends... then we head to holland V.

it was fun at the eski bar but too bad its too ex. the entrance is already cold, but they got a sub zero cold room that i went in.. enjoy the moment there but the beer was too ex for us to afford. its like 189 for a bottle.. excluding each of the drinks we need to buy.. 15 per cup? haha.. didnt have money then. from eski they head to kopitiam while me and some people went over to another side seeing if the XO fish head noodle shop is open. sadly no so we walk back. when we back 4 people had already left.. only 5 of us. taxi? hard.. but got this uncle drove us back to BP... after that we slack ard waited for freshcool to come over.

headed to greenridge shopping centre.. slack there till they come over to my house and do stuffs before all fall aslp. and slowly one by one left.. thats hw my new year start...

lol..

sms got problem.. like no replies.. =\

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, January 01, 2007