Tuesday, October 30, 2007 - why soccer is not meant for some people :

ok firstly to say that i am not against soccer or what so ever, i find it an intersting sport, and it is best played on a field.

basically it began when my RC club book the court for CCA usage. fine enough we share half, sometime the ball u all ram ard and nearly hit us, understandable cause u all need to score goals, but dont fucking think that u think if u kick our cars u can get away with it. if we video it down, we can sue ur ass out. personal property dude, if u kick = vandalisation or even more.

and if u think u are fierce, fuck off, u haven see me when i go mad. i wont recall a bloody thing i did. lol.

ok not having any offence here but if u want, BOOK the COURT! else play other time, or play on the field

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Monday, October 29, 2007 - Celica New Shell? lots of stuffs happen :

now at canteen 4 with my friends while blogging this. kinda been sometime since i blog since i been bz with my sch work, drifting and also other stuffs. haha.

firstly would like to say that i currently experiencing money crisis. ok not really but is cause i need to save up for my car parts, from ball diff, shell, to a special yokomo front drive shaft (hard) that has the design of an X-ray buggy.

just repaired my solid axle and stuffs, changed to rear springs etc

ok a mental note

jj - 10
ben - 5
billy - 30
sj - 6

well those are the money i owe though now i got like 60 i can return but well not for the moment as due to be cause of the fact that i need to basicalyl fix my car parts and get new shell

ppl complaining that my 350z very chui haha. so get celica, start designing and purpling it.

nth much with my love life lately, still no chance dun wanna disturb her for her A levels, i feel bad when i think of her, i feel the pain of my heart not being there, and only i can be healed, yet again with my world of drifting. lol. so far millison is the only girl that i show her my world, with her eyes. oh well =X

continuning on my teacher is getting me to fly a lama helicopter. not much practise i had due to other constrains but hopefully i can fly good enuffs. anyway its the sch lama not mine =X

hmm like now got new ERP system at bukit timah road. fuck it, darn ERP. i dont drive though so no worries. BUT FUCK ERP AT BT ROAD. hate to see it. lol.

wonder if i can survive in SG?

many things to worry, since i am going to be an adult soon, from work, to paying off my bills, and supporting family, like i aint ready yet. time really flies, one turn of an eye and i am going to be 20 soon

oh ya, FUCK NAPFA. stupid arsehole etc. hate it, i aint as fit as last time, may be if i train since then till now it be easy for me but.. oh well i sux at SBJ

hmm celica wise, some hints i am going to do, purple shell, interal decals of belldandy, and other stuffs make it bling bling like a D1 shell, haha too bad celica no D1 or else ibuy already haha.

current goals - 50 for ball diff
35 - hard drive shaft
28 - shell

haven included the paints and the cost of the decals. ard 20bucks i think i will be able to complete my shell haha.

ddacp, did on friday, lagged and hang, and lol. weird. oh well.

nth much to do now, so just post it up already. haha

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, October 29, 2007

Monday, October 22, 2007 - conflicts, theories, and more :

been sometime since i blog, ok not really sometime since i blog in a few day basis. firstly would say. NO ONE READS MY BLOG! ok maybe some did but didnt leave any message or what so i find it quite dead anyway.

ok nth much do discuss about this. some updates would be i got sick but recovered cause i over exert my body during exercise -_-, and also saw M45 M1. nice.

ok things i would like to say is, hmm, maybe i aint being myself, yea i am trying to stay happy, but am i really happy, i joke ard, i making wrong joke at wrong timing, etc, worry over msn would result in causing more conflicts.

ok lets start it out. basically i know a friend of mine, quarreling over some issues regarding training over another guy. firstly i didnt knew he was that fierce, thought he was a friendly person, and likes to joke about, oh well, show me his other side of his character. good thing i guess, least he can be serious and friendly at the same time. well can say that i am temporary shocked.

ok some people i wanna like help but i aint perfect i cant help. ok nvm list first later then say

firstly, i got this friend of mine, she's having problems, which i dont know the real truth, but its basically from her friends and relationship, and more i guess. sometime seeing like she being lonely, ok, not as chatty etc, feels weird. dont know what shld i do to help.

2ndly, another friend of mine, having problems with family, if those who read my blog they will know who are they. more than that, would be time management, and also about her future. and more. things i could help would be talking to her and consoling her, consulting her, but first she has to pour open, let me know the troubles etc. i dont know. what shld i do again?

3rdly would be the girl i liked, yea, more problems with her exams and maybe also with the guy she likes, and if i kept on helping her i be like stabbing myself more and more and more. i also dont know what to do

4th? maybe one of my friends, he got certain troubles, aint telling anyone, just keeping it to himself.

5th?

6th?

dont know what trouble will arise next.

it seems that i like to help others somehow, cause i want people to be happy, but yet myself i am suffering inside, as karseng said, sad inside but try to smile. he is right actually. suffering how long? 2 years? 3 years? i dont know the period. i forgot already when. i just know i want my friends around me to be cheerful but i myself cant even help myself.

sometime it seems that i need more help than others. but i also want to help others.

too bad not much people know my darkside. got one, but wont tell. its too evil to hear.

am i being myself, or am i pretending to be someone perfect?

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, October 22, 2007

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 - thanks everyone, but the pain is still there :

yeap, got a long list of people to thank.
ok lets start with VAN, for posting on his blog to remind me that i am still a drifter

next be FT, yea though he didnt know the problem cause i never tell him but still manage to chat it out

karseng, thanks for the advice on the bus

bryant aka kangsheng aka my brother, thanks you know i know =)

some of my classmates who knew what happen also

and 2 girls i wanna especially thank, millison and melvina

esp millison

well she brought me back to my life before i really wander and got lost and die. and now i like spamming her almost everyday with my random stuffs, oh well >< i feel bad but she keeps saying ok so i aint sure really ok or not.

i kinda woke up to my senses, yet again, but aint giving up, cause i going to keep trying.


no harm, dont know what to blog but now i know life is going to get more and more busy with my schoolwork and project that is coming up soon enough. things like from ddacp to hf to even IS modules, and drifting stuffs.

now working on saving money firstly to pay the debts of jj and ben, 10 and 5 each, which can be easily done, then save up for my ball diff ard 50 dollars, before continuing to save for the money that i owe myself. and when andy buys my acc i get lipo, else i have to save for lipo. next, another ball diff and more training. thats my drifting updates. i realised by this way i going take longer time to improve in drifting hais.

ok regarding my relationship thingy, yea most ppl didnt know, or they can presume what happen but only milly and melvina know the details enough well, told them everything. rarely i pour out my stuffs to ppl. kinda bottle my feelings and stuffs up and just bottle till over pressured.

oh well. its 11pm. time to go to bed.

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Saturday, October 13, 2007 - :

may this world of mine, come to an end soon

gtsfrost blogged at Saturday, October 13, 2007

- she doesnt know :

thanks van

but still

i am bleeding

i still cant believed how much each time i stab myself, to sacrifice for the girl i love, though she still doesnt have feelings for me but another guy, and like i am doing it for her for that guy, and i just continued on.

why everytime i do things that make me bleed just for someone that i love?

my ex gf

the girl i liked

the girl i now like and love

wondering how long more will frost exist in this world before he evapourates back into space where he really belongs free and easy.

gtsfrost blogged at Saturday, October 13, 2007

Friday, October 12, 2007 - thanks to all :

dont want to say much, but those who know will know

ok really must thank milly for accompanying me today after her work, >< sorry delay u but really thanks alot for comforting me wor ><

and also thanks to all my friends those who frequent BB, etc, really thanks them, cheer my mood up when i see car sliding again

alright time to shower.

hope i live till tml morning. lol.

gtsfrost blogged at Friday, October 12, 2007

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 - one word: LOL :

ok baically lets summarise today stuffs i think lol. ok

starting in the morning i was supposed to wake up at 10am to go to sch find ashfar for drift training, but i was too sleepy due to reading VAN story ytd night and we chatting about our past relationship, resulting me in slping till 11am then i woke. had a small breakfast before i head down to school. during sch i went up to find melvina first while she help me fold a bit of the cranes. didnt chat much was playing CS and slacking outside the gym area. not long later i called up qx and van, they just both wake up and on the way to school. so i went down to the training area and saw ashfar there. i was like LOL ok shld have gone there eariler.

not long later QX came and we went to have lunch while ashfar use QX batt to charge up his battery. had lunch, then was like eating chicken rice, didnt order much just a normal plate with egg, and a pespi. oh the pespi sux, i kinda dont enjoy soft drinks anymore except COKE or COKE light, preferablly i like green tea, and not so sweet stuffs, or chrystheam tea etc etc. find those better for health also. continue on she called me and ask me to pei her study. then it was like ok. on, steady, i skip training then i zao go find her. did a bit of drift, for fun, before packing up and running with my might to go find her at JEL. Jurong East Lib

ok continuing, manage to catch 157, actually wanna at BB drop do a fast switch to 178 but didnt, scared i miss. and end up at the stop before 157 turns into jurong ave 1 i think, towards the polyclinic. manage to wait for a 2nd 178 and drop off at JEL. went to 3rd storey to find her, she was studying alone then i was like omg no powerplug lol then we watch a bit of lucky star before she wanna charge her mp3. too bad my laptop batt not enough else can do more stuffs. didnt manage to change seat, some sec sch girls took it so ok lar, since no laptop also nevermind. lol. gave her some cranes to motivate her on to study! wahaha. made one specially with picture and some words, all from what i can get from my bag. lol. pwnzor =X ok then read up a bit on weather book, before she got so tired that basically she dun wanna study. ok -_- she did a lot of her effort now she need is rest and more confidence and support from ME !! weee -_-

we went over to JEC before down to IMM. walk ard a bit at daiso and she was like facniated at every single stuff there. maybe free we can walk more, and maybe get some stuffs, next she went over to eat, lol. yea at the bagus at level 3. didnt get my direction wrong but i think she can lead me better indoors than outdoors. due to my GPS aint working -_-. ok lastly, send her back to her MRT before rusing home on bus 160. by the time i reach home it was like 7.15, and my uncle is here with the tools that he passed to me. ate my dinner and went back to sch to find the rest, before we head to the market to eat, and down to serangoon.

at serangoon, JJ experience trouble with his lipo. there was problem. i manage to drift some until my car ran out of batt ~ as usual, before we took victor car back home. lol i was laughing on the way all the way home. tired now lol.

right. need to go to bed anyway nights.

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Monday, October 8, 2007 - :

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, October 08, 2007

Thursday, October 4, 2007 - :

finally back from BK

in summary today, cause no time to type

bought a new set of rims and deans

jj got his lipo

bk was fun blah..

lol

nvm -_-

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, October 04, 2007

Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - goal updates :

some goals i got in mind:

1. relationship with her
2. fold finish 1000 cranes by 10 oct
3. saving for a123 li ion batt and charger ~ S$330
4. saving for ko propo helios ~ S$350
5. saving for ball diff and solid axle ~ S$140

lol nth much to blog. still folding cranes. haha.

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, October 02, 2007