Friday, November 30, 2007 - depression? :

You feel miserable and sad.
You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .
You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.
You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.
You feel very anxious sometimes.

You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.

You find it difficult to think clearly.

You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.

You feel a burden to others.

You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living.

You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.
You feel irritable or angry more than usual.

You feel you have no confidence.

You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).
You feel that life is unfair.

You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again. You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams.

You feel that life has/is 'passing you by.'

You may have physical aches and pains which appear to have no physical cause, such as back pain.

ok like only 3 symptons above doesnt apply to me. rest does.

the 3 doesnt are

You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.

You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.
You feel irritable or angry more than usual. (i still see a bit of future, only a bit )


You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again. You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams. (i slp well anyway. hibernate)

do i seriously need help? or just i need to be healed with the right medicine?

gtsfrost blogged at Friday, November 30, 2007

Wednesday, November 28, 2007 - DDACP :

currently now at room 2, aka blk 46 02-02, running my ddacp program while wondering if there is any practical lab for SDC in the first place or not. have to contact mr lee but dont have his number. oh well, what can i do?

for ddacp went to change the vane diameter and also part of the valve to see whether it will break or not. secondly manage to change the part number, got mix up with the angles in the end. lol. class all mainly here, chatting, gaming, doing project etc while waiting for it to run

anyway coming up on mon would be a test on human factor and soon 2 more weeks common test will start. tutorial for DDACP must be submitted next friday, and so for. what to do, exdams coming so must pia. think tonight or later on i go study a bit of HF since i got the stuffs with me, study on APS on the diagram, and also SDC those system dynamics. DDACP have to do tutorial then i will know what will be going on in the test.


hmm, wondering what to do now, game or do other stuffs. some people are having fun while the rest doing research. i know that there is a need to submit the SDC autopilot system by next friday 7th december. fast sia, one yea like that has gone. ok in proper english, time flies, and a year is going to be over real soon. ok i dont know if that is in proper english or not.

now seeing people pack up and going to practical, rest all sticking here in the room running DDACP valve, and well, some of them are facebooking? got a craze over facebook suddenly, esp francis he got like 11 facebook accounts to actually just to race and race to get better and better cars. lol.

there is a maths class later here at 2pm, wondering if people got use or not. ah hard to do project without a project room. wonder why student cant book rooms for project.

next would be i be getting a high CFM fan from FT. basically it has a high mass flow rate = more wind. the dual turbine one that FT mention is for more pressure. well, getting 2 of those CFM fans added with a 12V ac to dc adapter would solve over heating problems in class, and also for my laptop. cause once the aircon was switch off while we were doing project, resulting in warming the room up.

also it be good for home usage if i am unable to go cool my laptop. i was wondering if i shld install one on my desktop but currently my desktop is doing well, due to the AMD cool and quiet technology resulting in the overall heat exhaust being lower.

lol my classmates are asking class rep aka david to check if there is any practical lab.

cant really blog any much more, got stuffs to do, so signing off here =D

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Monday, November 26, 2007 - back from camp :

now currently at lesson but wanna type stuffs regarding about my camp that i went to just like on friday

ok basically friday manage to carry my heavy stuffs, drift abit at astro room before going over down to blk 18 to put our stuffs there. took some time, then later carry scopes etc, meet up with the rest, do our ppt nicely and go present.

but sad thing is that the ppt that we presenting are too chim for those MJC students. zzz. miscommunications again but yet nvm. continuing during the presentation results in blurness seen from people faces, ok they dont understand the big bang theory thats why. lol. and next would be the dinner and night ob. went out to eat i think, yea, cant remember le ahaha, and went to ob. was suppose to man the big telescope but melvin took over so i took a nap but end up slping till 6am in the morning when i woke up.

went to take a shower, got back to room, and just hang around only. well manage to watch some anime before going to meet my friend for drifting while the rest go play games. lol. i am so slack =D. desmond was soldering his light kit circuit board while i was like drifting on the road. hard sia. and i was worrying about my lipo! lol. the whole day i worry about my lipo. dinner went out to eat again, and yea, got durian ice kachang. =D

went back, blk 73A lecture hall set aircon to 10 degrees and blow fan. si bei shiok lar. haha. manage to freeze myself up a bit. next continuing on with their skid then research for presentation while i chiong anime =D

sun morning woke up, find ppl go eat breakfast, and have beancurd. rocks sia. along with us was mainly the logs, me dennis yuanyuan kenneth yuanyuan friend and sheryln i think, david was unable to come due to the fact that he need to wait for others.

bought stuffs back for david to eat, listen to their presentation and grade them, pack up, and leave, uber tired and sleepy. reach home intime before it rain, and i realised i never showered for ard 36 hrs so.

haha.

go home chiong shower, check out lipo, and before long i go and watch more anime before going to slp =D

the camp was fun, though there is a number of screw up like miscommunication and no aircon due to estate fault. wonder if i shld go for ANE camp cause i may have my drift chalet also. lol

boring life, nth to do, just have to study harder for the upcoming common test.

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, November 26, 2007

Friday, November 23, 2007 - i still like her, do i? :

hmmmmmmm

ok going for camp later, lots of stuffs to carry actually, with my car and luggage etc, heavy day =D

hmm

now its 8 plus

she msged me like 1.30am ytd night when i was fully aslp

hmm

i still like her.. i can tell it.

hais.

why am i so weak in relationship stuffs?

gtsfrost blogged at Friday, November 23, 2007

Saturday, November 17, 2007 - DDACP Tutorial 1 OVER! :

Finally, after so long i manage to complete my ddacp tutorial 1 and submit, and thanks to those people in class who helped me at times =D

Lately been slping not much, due to too much work to do in sch plus i chionging anime, yea, some anime, wont tell u =D but i guess people who know me should know. ok wont talk much about it.

Just got my money to get a new battery =D which is good, thus tml i going to get all the rest of the spare stuffs i need, deans, tabs, wires etc, and start charging and using it, with total care of course!

oh well.

Tutorial 1 over but project 1 is here! now need figure out how to insert the air into the thingy. must ask for help liao. haha. need to figure out anyway.

hmmm, not been gaming much lately, though i play bioshock =D nice game, but no really have the mood.

oh well, uber tired now so need to like go nap. or hibernate to be exact. my eyes cant open already.

nights all.

i will post more when free.

gtsfrost blogged at Saturday, November 17, 2007

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 - bzbz bz :

been bz lately with DDACP and stu-ffs l ike that, well now left the nastran4d to settle which i totally have no idea on how to do it. well left with 2 days, to submission, must chiong liao.

later on got drift training, wondering shld go or not. haha. oh well.

lots of stuffs lately, zeng my psp, playing gundam and bleach, owe ppl money, ya i so going to pay them first before i buy anything else!

haha.

alright then, gtg eat my maggie mee.

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Friday, November 2, 2007 - Tool purpose :

Im not human but a tool. Tools are being used, resold, recycle, before being disposed in the end. Tools have no feelings

gtsfrost blogged at Friday, November 02, 2007

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a bit self demoralised now, but looking forward to the toh payoh drift meet. later meeting the rest at clementi at 6pm. oh well. have dinner and go!

haha.

love drifting

love it a lot

cause my life is about drifting.

gtsfrost blogged at Friday, November 02, 2007