Thursday, February 28, 2008 - :

to be cold, emotionless, and quiet at all times.

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, February 28, 2008

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random stuffs, another random day.

what next?

oh i so hate this world. do i?

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, February 28, 2008

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 - :

ah later popping over at bugis by 2.30, going to ben's place to collect my tx rx and his steering wheel lol!

ok basically, manage to sell off my yokomo, except now waiting for collection from that guy.

=D

hmm.. lately been better, haha, esp after sunday meet. power lar. then later go to astro at cck, wah seh, can see jupiter nice lor! basket... its like 10 cent big.

when i done editing it, may post here.

btw to kangsheng, wanna ask u out watch but, dont think u may be interested wahaha.

ah need to zao soon. lol. i hungry. makan

gtsfrost blogged at Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Sunday, February 24, 2008 - and ppl just have to make it worse :

said already. no one knows how i feel lar.

and to gals.

hais.

u another one.

sua.

but nice side would be able to sell of my car. haha.

gtsfrost blogged at Sunday, February 24, 2008

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 - nobody to turn to. guess i am all alone here. :

indescrible feelings, emotions, pains, etc, all in my heart, this and that, questions, want to talk to someone, being myself, not being myself

i guess,

i dont really have anyone to turn to. anyone who i can pour out my stuffs and that person can take the load of it.

no one.

no one knows me at all.

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, February 20, 2008

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no interaction, is one of the best thing that can happen.

guess i just ask stuffs that i dont know

and when ppl ask me stuffs i say i dont know either.

then rest i just keep my mouth shut. it will work out this way.

and if i find a job, i just do what i was given. good enuff.

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, February 20, 2008

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i am meant to die. right here, right now. but how?

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, February 20, 2008

- from astrology online. :

Aquarius About Your Sign...
Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.

Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.

They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive, so that the Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is much anticipated by psychic circles as an age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening. The Aquarian philosophical and spiritual bent may be dangerous in that it can drive the subjects into an ivory-tower existence where they meditate on abstractions that bear little relevance to life. On the other hand it can help the many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind. When some cause or work of this nature inspires them, they are capable of such devotion to it that they may drive themselves to the point of exhaustion and even risk injuring their health.

Both types need to retire from the world at times and to become temporary loners. They appreciate opportunities for meditation or, if they are religious, of retreats. Even in company they are fiercely independent, refusing to follow the crowd. They dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms. Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.

In spite of the often intensely magnetic, forthcoming and open personality of the more extrovert kind of Aquarian, and of their desire to help humanity, neither type makes friends easily. They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them.
They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life. However, they are sometimes disappointed emotionally because their own high personal ideals cause them to demand more of others than is reasonable. And if they are deceived their anger is terrible. If disillusioned, they do not forgive.

Aquarians work best in group projects, provided that they are recognized as having a leading part in them. They have a feeling of unity with nature and a desire for knowledge and truth that makes them admirable scientists, especially astronomers and natural historians. They may excel in photography, radiography, electronics - anything connected with the electrical and radio industries - aviation and everything technical. On the arts and humanities side their progressive tendencies can be expressed in writing, especially poetry, and broadcasting, or as welfare workers and teachers. Some have gifts as entertainers and make good character actors (having an ability to mimic) and musicians. The more psychic among them possess healing gifts, especially in curing the mentally sick.

Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions. Aquarians can be a threat to all they survey or a great boon for humanity in general. Circumstances - for example, continuous opposition to a cause they hold dear - may cause the atrophy of the openness of mind that is one of the Aquarian's most attractive traits. They may express a lack of integrity in broken promises, secretiveness or cunning. Simmering anger and resentment, rudeness or, worse, a tense, threatening silence which may suddenly burst out in eruptions of extreme temper, these are all part of the negative side of the Aquarian. This can also reveal itself in a sustained hatred for enemies that is capable of enlarging itself into a misanthropy toward the whole of mankind.

Possible Health Concerns...
As Aquarius is said to govern the legs from knees to ankles and the circulation of blood, its natives are susceptible to ailments particularly in the legs and ankles, such as cramps, and are also liable to spasmodic and nervous complaints, as well as wind, catarrh, diarrhea, dropsy, goiter and delirium tremens - so that the avoidance of alcohol is important for those Aquarians who have a taste for it.



LIKES
Fighting for Causes
Dreaming and Planning for the Future
Thinking of the Past
Good Companions
Having Fun
DISLIKES
Full of Air Promises
Excessive Loneliness
The Ordinary
Imitations
Idealistic




PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS




As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As an Aquarius you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.

Problem: Being left all alone while others enjoy the companionship you long for.
Solution: You should practice expressing your humanity by accepting people the way they are and not find too much fault in them.


Problem: You always seem to miss the boat when it comes to love.
Solution: Try letting down the mental guard that you keep on your emotions that stops you from being the self you long to be.


Problem: You always seem to miss out on the better jobs or big promotions at work.
Solution: Learn to use your positive side in teamwork and group effort, the lone wolf approach will get you nowhere.


Problem: You seem to become physically ill more than you should.
Solution: By repressing your emotions you drive the unrest deep inside where it can cost you in terms of health. Express your feelings but do it with tact.

gtsfrost blogged at Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Monday, February 18, 2008 - r/s :

after reading my brother's blog, aka bryant's blog, etc etc

i came to realised some stuffs

i have a tendency to like girls that are more than nice to me.

simple enuff reason, they care.

but one thing i must know

i cant get into an r/s now. wait till i find really what is call true love then say?

meanwhile, its back to my 2 gfs at home, waiting for me to go fix them up and race / drift them.

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, February 18, 2008

- SDC down, for heaven's sake its finally over :

For heaven's sake, SDC is finally over. kinda mugged a lot for it but overall hopefully i can score ok ok for the exam that just finished in ard 20 mins ago.

continuing on, lots of my friends where there when i left at ard 1040hrs.

oh well, now stuck at sch lib waiting for cherlyn sms, and darn i am hungry, but oh well, need to save up 10 bucks for my radials from qks haha. 10 bucks for 4, not bad a deal.

continuing next day would be APS paper. just need memorise all the facts, know why they are so, and get the calculations right. mainly it be the calculations on the engine, as usual, from T1 to T6,

T1 being the temp at inlet, then compressor, combustion chamber, turbine, jet and nozzle, haha.

thats what are the main components i supposed.

later have to mug APS till tml 1.40pm. well, hopefully it be not as hard as SDC T.T

last paper is on thurs, which is ASAS2. mugged for it already for the test that i had on last thurs, but i dont think its sufficient enough. man, mugging is sure hard, feeling glad that i didnt enter JC, haha.


after all these, have to find a job asap, well, earn cash and get my cars up!

first would be obviously a tx upgrade, either a 3pk or helios, need to get my 2 cars running asap. helios or 3pk, that will not really mind, though for some reason i find helios more bulky to carry, while 3pk bulky to hold in the hand when usage, but heck it get it as soon as possible.

after which, batteries would have to come in, and also obviously a good psu. stuffs i wanna get may be also a better ESC system, with a compatible motor for my ta05, and hop it up to more alu parts and TRF if possible. need a lot of cash, least 1k. haha.

hmm.. wondered where yh go, wanna ask him on aps, i guess he left for home anyway.

now scanning my com for any suspicious articles inside. lol, my laptop became a rubbish

alright cherlyn just msg, telling me if i want i just go home. ok wtf. i already in sch lib -_-

oh well, sometime i thinks it better to study in sch that so i cant be distracted by the TV and my own home com. hehe.

all well to all who read this blog

"though i feel i hate ppl ard me"

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, February 18, 2008

Saturday, February 16, 2008 - L changed the world :

watashi L ..

ok lame

but just finish watching the movie. excellent one i suppose, cause it didnt depicts what i predicted.

though it was interesting with what they did to a boeing 747 haha.

ok

spend today timing basically morning going to yh hse to study SDC. manage to really understand finally " after such a long time " on what the fuck is really going on in SDC. so, now is practise and more practise.

next took 61, then smrt to bugis, and 80. i feel stupid cause 80 and 61 pass by lavender, but i drop off 61 at funan there to go take mrt to go to bugis. then from bugis 80 to haiyuan hse

when reach, as usual haiyuan is gaming. heard from him he finished studying for SDC. haha good for him i still need more. APS also. lol. ASAS2 later on the settle cause studied for it on mon to wed while fixing my ta05 and yokomo. hehe.

then later on ard 6 met taruko at paya lebar mrt. wanted to go dover meet to collect springs but end up never. drop at jurong east, took 160 home.

again this thing happen

EVERYTIME I TAKE OUT MY LAPTOP, CONNECT, AND JUST WANNA SURF MSN, the bus driver comes.

IF I NEVER DO THAT I WAIT TILL FUCK then the driver comes.

lol.

then we saw L change the world showing today, though actual date is shld be 21 but heck watch it now haha! pwnage movie

ok after the movie, went walking ard in the desolated plaza sing. then reminds me of I AM LEGEND, or just basically left me and my friend alone there. took random pics and video, claiming that i am one of the last mankind ard =X

i meant, it be scary if that really happens. though i always think of that all the time. continuing on we went over to parkmall that side to take NR3, but no have only got NR7, so we waited. then came one NR7 that just drove pass. FUCKING BUS DRIVER FUCK U NEVER SEE US THERE!!! FUCK U ARE BLIND.

ok enuff ranting, we walk 1 stop, went to take NR6 to boat quay, which i miss a stop cause of phonecall, but manage to walk back, bought ice cream to makan and took NR3.

and again another stupid mistake.

NR7 and NR3 passes somerset mrt station. NR7 passes that before going into boat quay. NR3 comes out from boat quay and passes somerset.

DARN! shld drop at summer set or even walk there " its like so near "

@%$#^%%#@^%U$

heck it. so next we took NR3 all the way home, about to slp but couldnt, and woke up just in time to drop. struggled back home feeling tired but worth the trip and cash

the movie is really good

some spoilers:

L last 23 days before he caught kira.
there is a guy call F
a girl call K
NEAR was born in the movie at the ending
B747 was used and thrust reversers max =X
Watari died
there is this van that is uber high tech, pink in colour. very COOL!

still L is the same

there is something to do with a virus that kills the whole world but the antidote is MK aka medkine

virus is a mix of influenza and some eploe thingy
bad guys got 5 parts

L burn the death notes and they burn blue

the small girl father died by sucide
small girl got saved she didnt died though even she got the jab of the virus
Near got the antibodies in his body so he didnt get sick
L didnt get infected cause he will die 2 days later as stated in the deathnote

very interesting stuffs above, not in order, so u all go guess hehe.


if u dun wanna see spoiler read till here.














NO SPOILER

alright, hopefully i am feeling much better now, thks to ice cream, darn i feel i must exercise like siao liao
CNY hais. lol.

go run run. -_-

man i cant wait for exams to be over so i can start working and getting good stuffs for my cars, spend money wisely, support myself and really see how boring my job is next time.

for valentines, meanwhile, no dates no nth. just spending my time mugging and mugging, wondering where or what shld i do next hehe.


anyway to kaixin mei: lala i spoil abit le

to evelyn mei: happy birthday

gtsfrost blogged at Saturday, February 16, 2008

Thursday, February 14, 2008 - expensive lunch and even more expensive dinner :

went with haiyuan today to makan at sakae sushi - 2 guys on valentines. fking gay =X

but not gay lar, cause after sch francis they all say go sim but end up must be go somewhere else, then saw haiyuan driving, call him and went to his house.

we manage to go to stargek where i manage to see the stuffs needed for my ta05, and also the pricing ranges there. nov was there to, so he kinda gave me advices on what to get for my ta05. well maybe getting the tire inserts from him, and since i got the rims, what i left would be needed is the slick tires.

manage to grab yellow trf springs from ian at 8 bucks. haha. wonder worth the $$. i guess so cause its 4 ma. 2 for 4, cheap, outside sell 2 for 6 or more.

ok what i had lunch was some unagi don, sotong, soft shell crab, blah blah, cho soba, all add up to total with hy ard 57. plus.

i paid 20 only -_-

no $$

and thanks to his mum for angbao.

their dinner

abalone pig stomach soup
king prawns
baby abalone with meat

rice.

man, expensive dinner though cooked simple.

hmm wanna get my ta05 running up asap, hopefully can get HY go japan get some tamiya stuffs over. wonder shld get any upgrades for my yokomo also?

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, February 14, 2008

- Valentine's Day :

Yet another usual morning in sch, had my normal breakfast, and obviously with beancurd after that.

today's valentines, but i aint no date, cause maybe i am spending it single. at first asked her but, she's kinda working so, oh well there's no choice anyway.

valentine's day for my 20th time, cause i am already 20 years old.

nth much to really say except later on there be a test on ASAS2, that is on chapter 2 and 3

some updates would be
yokomo is up, just need tweaking to steering system
ta05 is also up, need tweaking to steering system and tuning of car overall, getting of sorex etc

well both cars are already rebuilt, and ta05, the condition is not really as good as it seems. got some thread that are worn out, so may get metal replacment parts instead, if i got the cash -_-

now need to find work soon after my 3 papers next week, then after that, it be really working hard! for my cars parts =X

if i got a gf, she be jealous of my cars -_-

if i got.

wondering who will ask me out later, oh well, if got it be good but, i may not have the cash to really spend on her.

was thinking if this coming friday should pei my godsister to her bdae celebration?

her bf with her lar so i dun wanna be a very bright light bulb.

wondering if sat i shld make a trip down to BK also~

gtsfrost blogged at Thursday, February 14, 2008

Monday, February 4, 2008 - :

for some reason both of my hands are feeling very weak now. hais.

oh well..

got aps test lata so better study mugging. actually got study le just need to refresh stuffs. hehe.

sigh

car need do total overhaul, and maintainance etc.

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, February 04, 2008

Saturday, February 2, 2008 - :

billy said there may be a team selection tml
STRESS AR!

but oh well, must do my best! ganbatte to myself =D

things like tuning, aint touching for the moment.

just manage to get myself with some settings now. and of course some batt.

stuffs to do?

lots.

exams coming soon, so cant really post much either.

darn cant blog le. tired, wanna shower and do other stuffs. so thats all for today.

5 days more! WEE to 7 feb, cny. and of course my bdae.


still, i wanna jio her, just that, i cant commit myself to all these now. studies, drift, getting into NTU, thats the more important stuffs. in life, priotise.

gtsfrost blogged at Saturday, February 02, 2008