Monday, July 2, 2007 - new songs, old titles, miserable life. :

Just completed what my boss asked me to do, add in the stamps, redo drawings, and also added notes etc. well there is still one part that i haven done yet but think i doing it after 1pm. overall now i am not really hungry but i dunno if i shld eat, in case later i get hungry ah i dunno.

darn. lately just not been myself. who am i really?
its almost lunch time, wondering if i shld go down or not. its like, i am physically here, but spiritually i am lost, heading no where, dunno what to do. not like as if things would happen but each time i go out of my house, i got seriously no idea where to go.

back to work, its another 6 weeks before end of attachment, which i would have 1-2 mths free time to game, play, and go out with friends and catch up times. wonder the 7% gst increase will cause how much damage lol.

i know i need to do something, but, do i dare to do it? do i dare to face to the problem that i have created for myself, overcome this problem no matter the outcome, if i die or live, or be drowned in despair, overwhelmed by happiness. all are the possibilites. maybe later i walk out, an asteriod hit me, and i just go away liek that.. it be cool.

dont worry i wont think of sucide. if i was to die, i make sure i die in a unique way.

gtsfrost blogged at Monday, July 02, 2007